"Poetry doesn't
belong to those who write it; it belongs to those
who need it."
~~from Il Postino
Hi
all,
So originally this was a multi-paragraph letter about everything
going on but when I read it back, it just sounded whiny.
So I'm sparing you that. Short version: along with all the
feelings that go along with being human during this trying time,
recent events made me hyper-focus on representation and
unintended implications along with potential wrong-headedness in
my writing. I suspect part of this is owing to the fact
that I'm still largely staying at home and, thus, feeling like I
can do little more than post affirming things on Facebook and
make modest financial donations to the NAACP, etc. Dyeland
is the only thing, right now, that feels like it's fully in my
control. So here goes...
I would really hope that no one would ever be hurt by anything I
wrote and, to date, no one has told me they were. But the
worry just kinda hangs out there... On top of that, I have
a longstanding debate with myself about the importance of
representing the wide array of humanity but also recognizing my
limitations as a writer. I'm a white, cisgender female,
middle class, American Christian. So while I feel it's
important to feature characters who are outside of those
categories... the fact remains that they're still being written
by me. And sometimes, admittedly, I get a little nervous
about writing about characters from other cultures, ethnicities,
etc. because I might do it wrong. Reading articles,
watching YouTube videos, listening to podcasts, etc. can only
provide so much information and certainly can't stand in for a
lived experience. I also don't think it's the job of any
member of a given community to explain themselves to me for,
largely, my own benefit. So that can be difficult.
At the same time, I absolutely don't think the Dyeland stories
would work if they were populated only by white, cisgender
female, middle class, American Christians. All this to
say... If you do read the Dyeland stories and something
personal to you ever feels off, please let me know. I
would love to hear your perspective and it could very well
inform what happens in the stories. As I've tried to do in
recent years, I'll plan to be as inclusive as possible going
forward and avoid errors as best as I can while acknowledging
that I have blind spots. I know very, very few people read
the Dyeland stories but if even one person came away thinking
"That kinda hurt..." then that's one too many.
Anyway, I hope everyone's staying well and that you're doing
what you can to help yourself and others through these trying
times. If you'd like to talk about recent happenings, just
need to vent, want to leave reality entirely and discuss
Andrew's hair, etc. please feel free to reach out. I'm
still spending time on the Discord but email is good, too.
God bless,
Jenni
And now... A collection of tropes that have basically
nothing in common except they make me happy. The tropes
themselves may not be happy but how they related to the Dyeland
stories were so here goes...
Tropes
That Make Me Smile and (Hopefully) You, Too!
(story links can be found here)
Adopted
to the House- This happens a lot. Several of the
Tunnel-dwellers actually came to live there under these
circumstances. They include Owen, Shelby, and Asher.
For a while, Max lived with Andrew and JenniAnn in this way
although he was later formally adopted. In a way, the
Al-Mitras had this arrangement with Vincent who let them stay at
Cora's house. That became permanent, however, and they pay
him some small amount of rent. He gets to keep his grandkids
close, the house doesn't sit empty and vulnerable, and the
Al-Mitras get a much nicer house than they could afford on a
librarian's salary. Yay, family!
Child of Two Worlds- Several of the characters could be
described as this, come to think of it. JenniAnn's status as
this ends up bringing about the resurgence of
Dyeland/Asteriana. Because she wandered through a couple of
portals when she was younger, little JenniAnn briefly ended up in
Dyeland but, more importantly, formed significant bonds in the
Tunnels. I think it's because she grew up feeling somewhat
torn between two worlds, life Above and life Below, that she ended
up returning to Dyeland to make her own way and her own community
with her friends. Because of the close relationships shared
by those in the Sibling Cities, I think the little Friends will
grow up feeling comfortable in multiple worlds without feeling the
strain that JenniAnn did.
In a different way, Violeta is a child of two worlds. She's
an angel, obviously, so she's a heavenly being. But she's
also the only angel described as having been created from anything
human. So she relates to the mortal realms a little bit
differently. (Note: Violeta, just in general, makes me
happy.)
Born as an Adult- This is more or less true of all the
angels. Gloria certainly looked like an adult even as a
newborn as did Celeste. In the Dyeland stories, this pretty
much holds. Violeta appeared to be around 25 when she first
arrived in Dyeland despite the fact that she was really only
14. Once she settled in more and started dressing more her
age, she easily passed as the teenager she was. I still
think this trope applies, though. Probably the same is true
of Takoda. He's technically around 30 years old but doesn't
appear to raise any alarms when hanging out in public with Joccy
who is 20. So it can probably be assumed that Takoda looks
to be in his early twenties.
Intimate
Hair Brushing- So JenniAnn is a big fan of this one!
In the most typical example, she and Violeta bond over JenniAnn
brushing and styling the angel's hair. Even after Violeta
moves out of Willowveil, she still sometimes comes over to get her
hair brushed. In "A Stór Mo Chroi," JenniAnn lovingly
brushes an adult Belle's hair after she and Andrew spent a night
worrying when Belle didn't show up after a date. In
"Chrysalis," which contains numerous examples of this trope, Belle
swiftly takes to Isolde who patiently lets the little girl do her
hair. In the same story, Isra brushes out Salma's hair and
tucks her into bed after she's rescued from traffickers.
Maryam and several of the women wash and style Joshua's hair for
him after a trying day. JenniAnn... who can't seem to keep a
brush or comb out of her hands... fusses over Owen's hair when
he's preparing for a Valentine's date with Graham. He even
jokingly refers to her as "Mother." In a flashback, Abigail
brushes Mary's hair while telling her some of Lucius'
history. In "The Messiah," JenniAnn brushes Joshua's hair
while he worked on piecing together a sentimental figurine for
some trafficking survivors. In "Cupid and Psyche," Andrew
manages to get JenniAnn to relinquish her hairbrush so he can
brush her hair for once.
More
Diverse Sequel- This isn't entirely fair since TBAA had a
cast of, at most, four regulars and the Dyeland stories have
dozens of recurring characters. But there is definitely more
diversity although still less than I'd like. And, with the
very notable exception of Joshua, the most heavily featured
characters are mostly white. The stories are also more
diverse in that TBAA's main characters were all angels but here we
have angels, humans, spirits, and God. And there were even
vampires for a while! Most important caveat: the Dyeland
stories aren't, of course, an official sequel. Anyway, this
makes me happy because I do feel like the Dyeland stories are
improving in this respect. But there's still room for
improvement.
Big
Fancy Castle- Okay, so Willowveil Castle isn't as grand as
what's described there. But considering it's usually just a
single-family dwelling... it's ridiculously large. And then
consider that there was a time when JenniAnn lived there
alone. That's waaaay too much house for one person.
But who wants to write about another dimension without having a
castle? Of course, when you read the stories, it comes out
that Willowveil Castle is filled with hand-me-downs and stuff
bought at second-hand stores. So while it would appear
majestic and fairy tale-esque from the outside, inside it might
look a bit kitschy and thrown together. There are likely
strategically placed throws and pillows covering worn spots on
ancient furniture. Dishes often don't match and neither does
bedding. You might end up with a blue china plate and
plastic Sesame Street cup or a yellow striped fitted sheet
with a blue floral top sheet. But I surmise Andrew and
JenniAnn wouldn't have it any other way.
Did
Not Die That Way- Not a happy trope, necessarily! But
this particular example is. So this was a carry-over from Beauty
and the Beast. In the show, the main villain,
Paracelsus, told Vincent that his mother died because he tore his
way out of her womb. Grisly! This was debunked by
Father who stuck with the story that Vincent was found, abandoned,
behind St. Vincent's Hospital. In "Origins," Vincent finally
learns the full truth. He was born to a woman named
Cora. While the delivery was difficult, it was by no means
spectacular. Cora experienced some bleeding that could be
experienced by any woman after the birth of any baby.
Vincent's condition had nothing to do with it. Because she
needed medical help and couldn't bring her extraordinary child
into the hospital, Cora placed the baby behind the hospital
thinking she'd be right out to retrieve him. But she ended
up passing out and, by the time she came to, Vincent was long
gone. She assumed he'd died of exposure or been killed when
the trash was collected. So the trope actually works out two
ways in that story. Vincent learns he didn't kill his mother
and Cora learns that Vincent didn't die as a baby. When Cora
does eventually die, she's an old woman, comfortable in her
bed. Vincent is still living... and hopefully continues to
live for a long, long time.
Secret
Identity- To some extent, Joshua has multiple secret
identities. Arguably, he does even in the Bible. Some
folks think the Angel of the Lord is Jesus. I'm not sure
about that but within the confines of the Dyeland stories he's
been Jack, Leon, Zmaray, an albatross, and a white
butterfly. Even when using something like his own name...
Joshua Davidson being very close to Yeshua, son of David... he
doesn't come right out with who he really is. He does this
for several reasons: it would be too shocking, it wouldn't allow
people to interact with him normally if he lead with 'Nice to meet
you. I'm God,' he just plain likes being "normal,"
etc. A big difference is that while I think some superheroes
deny their true identities in some circumstances, when outright
asked, Joshua would never lie about who he is.
Empathetic
Healer/Energy
Donation- Joshua's healings sometimes have elements of
these. I've sometimes wondered if I've over-played this
trope. Jesus' healing of the hemorrhaging woman is where I
got it from. Jesus states that He felt the power go out of
him. However, the Bible doesn't state that this leaves Him
feeling winded or exhausted. So why exactly I chose to do
that with Joshua... I really don't know. But, for whatever
reason, when Joshua heals someone with a condition that would have
proved fatal, he is often left temporarily weakened. He
usually just needs to rest for a few moments and then is
fine. I think maybe I like this trope so much because it
hints at Joshua's sacrifice. He gave his life for everyone
and giving some of his energy to restore a person's life is a
reminder of that.
Celebrity
Paradox- So not exactly happiness inducing... but I find
this one kinda endlessly amusing. With the introduction of
Wahkan, a paradox began... at least for me. In my head, he's
played by a Penny Dreadful-era Wes Studi. He's
obviously older looking than The Last of Mohicans
era Mr. Studi. But you can definitely tell when you look at
the two roles that they're played by the same person. And
yet... no one comments on the resemblance when Wahkan shows
up. Admittedly, Mr. Studi is not a household name a la Brad
Pitt. But in "Forever and Always," several of the Friends
watch Mohicans and it leads to a pretty pivotal moment for
Emma and Peter. I highly doubt they all have collective
amnesia about the film. So... either no one is commenting on
the resemblance or... Magua was played by someone else in the
Dyeland-verse. Which then begs the question... does Wes
Studi even exist in the Dyeland-verse? Because I don't wish
to wipe anyone out of existence even in a fictional world...
especially someone who served his country and does a lot of
good... I'm going to say that Wes Studi does exist, he did play
Magua, and no one's brought it up because it would be awkward to
say "Ya know... you look a lot like that guy who played a would-be
rapist in Mohicans..." to Wahkan. Probably at some
point I need to have a character watch something else he's been in
and comment so we can all rest assured that the Friends are not
living lives deprived of Wes Studi.
Romantic
Asexual- Andrew, JenniAnn, and Monica could all be
categorized as this. I think Andrew and Monica are a bit
different from JenniAnn, though. JenniAnn is capable of
romantic feelings and crushes on other men besides Andrew...
though not as much as with Andrew. She did genuinely have
feelings for Eliot at one point. So she's more generally
heteroromantic while Andrew and Monica are only romantically
connected to JenniAnn and Arthur respectively.
All
Periods Are PMS- Hey, if I have to live with 'em, I might as
well have some fun! Ivy makes it very clear that it's not
*all* the time but in "Chrysalis," she points out that Violeta
gets especially emotional and clingy during a certain time of the
month... the time when Ivy and JenniAnn get their periods.
This is somewhat bizarre given Violeta herself, as an angel,
doesn't get a period. Nonetheless, it's become enough of a
pattern that even Andrew has noticed. Ivy is probably right
in hypothesizing that Violeta is "an emotional sponge" so she's
probably picking up on Ivy's and JenniAnn's more subtle mood
changes which are amplified by her own emotional, sometimes overly
sensitive nature. I suspect this only occurs with JenniAnn
and Ivy given Violeta is so close to them both. I highly
doubt Violeta starts reacting to an assignment who happens to be
on their period. Quite likely, she wouldn't even know.
But it was just a fun, little detail for me to write because
Violeta is so adorable and I can totally imagine her being so
attuned with the two women she's closest to that she ends up with
a purely emotional cycle.
Eternal
Love- Isolde and Marco have been together since the
1500s. Maryam and Yosef and Mary and Lucius may qualify as
this although their relationships have mostly occurred in Heaven
whereas Isolde and Marco have been in the mortal realms the whole
time. The entire concept of anam caras hinges on eternal
love. One reason it's different from marriage is "til death
do us part" doesn't apply.
Living
Distant Ancestor- While Josef is Daisy's adoptive dad, he's
also her biological great-great-great-etc. grandfather.
Josef fathered a child out of wedlock before being turned into a
vampire and Daisy is the ultimate result. While it's very
sad that Josef was isolated from his family for generations, it
makes me really happy that he was able to connect with the last of
his line (for now) just when she needed a daddy the most.
Young Love Versus Old Hate- I think Isra and Behnam have
shades of this. Behnam's uncle was just plain hate-filled
and stole Isra from her family and forced her to marry
Behnam. Despite this horrible start, Isra and Behnam
actually fell in love and consummated their marriage on their own
schedule. Once they escaped to rejoin Isra's family, her
father came at Behnam with the intent to harm him... not
unreasonably given his daughter was stolen and forced to marry the
guy. But Isra intervened to make it clear she loved Behnam
and he treated her very well. Isra and Behnam are also
characters that just plain make me happy when I'm able to write
about them.
This newsletter is dedicated to John Dye for
the many times, via Andrew, he reminded us that God loves ALL of
us.
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