First, I
want to apologize if this address is not what
you're expecting. When I read it over
for JenniAnn as practice, she said she loved
it but that it sounded like "snaps" from Legally
Blonde. I didn't know what that
meant so then we watched Legally Blonde.
Then JenniAnn felt bad for making me watch Legally
Blonde. It really wasn't so
bad. It was... cute? Pink?
In any case, we watched Field of Dreams...
I love that movie... with Max and Rose after
that so I didn't get much practicing or
editing in. So... here I go...
When I last gave this address, I ended it with
a reminder that whatever path we find
ourselves on... we don't walk it alone.
God is always, always with us. I also
believed with all my heart that we would
always have each other. I didn't have
any doubt of that when I wrote it or when I
said it to all of you. However, now I am
even more sure of both truths: God is with us
and we are together. This past year
brought trials that I could not have
imagined. I wouldn't have wanted to
imagine them. But they happened.
For a while, our paths seemed shaky,
treacherous, frightening, and lonely.
There were times that I even wondered if our
paths would meet up again outside of
Heaven. But, as He always does, the
Father showed us that His promises
will never be broken and that His love endures
forever. The best way I can think of to
thank Him for that... and, you know, share
about what state we're in... is to tell about
some of the great memories I have from the
past twelve months. I know this list
won't be anywhere near inclusive enough but I
think if I wrote out and told you about all
those treasured memories then this human form
of mine would end up with carpal tunnel and
laryngitis. So here goes...
Max, there are some things I hope we both
forget with time. However, I always want
to hold onto the memory of us belting out
Springsteen's "I'm On Fire" that one night...
or day. Whichever it was.
::shuffling:: Tess... What!? Like
you mean all the lyrics you sing! And
you made me dance with Kate to the words "I'll
awaken what's asleep in your eyes. It
may take a kiss or two"! What was that
about!? All right... That's all
I'm saying... I love you, too. And
I'm not gonna ever forget all the care and
love you showered on me when I first got back
here to Dyeland. Having you and
Monica... Gloria and so many of our friends...
on my side meant more than any of you will
ever know.
Back to Max... I'm so glad you're here with us
now and I know I'm far from the only
one. You will always have a home here.
Adam, buddy... I was lost and you found
me. Thank you. And I'm also real
grateful to you, Henry, and Eli for all those
impromptu AOD Band concerts and practices
these last months. The music, as always,
has been great but it's the time spent
together that's brought me the most joy.
One thing I heard so often when I got back was
how much it meant to the girls to have you
three around. Face it: you're all kinda
a big deal. And now you're fist
bumping... All right...
Rose, you make me smile every time I see
you. And, if it wasn't for you, I would
never have gone to Hogwarts or learned how to
make Butterbeer or had little bits of our home
to hold onto while I was away. I'm so
blessed to have you and your aunt in my
life. We all are... even if you do enjoy
terrifying the newbies. Yes, Max told me
about when you ran him into the alley
wall. I'm just gonna go out on a limb
and guess, though, that he doesn't hold that
against you.
C.J., you've taken your love of horses and
shared that with all of us. No matter
how bleak things are, I know that they'll seem
brighter after a long ride with you and
Starbuck. Can't thank you enough for
that.
Yva, thank
you for all the visits to Willy's
factory. As you can tell, you're both
doing a stellar job on fattening me up with
all that chocolate and candy. You know I
can't resist those red velvet truffles.
The both of you have done an amazing thing by
using the work you're so passionate about to
help others. It did my heart good to
watch the AndrewCam footage of you girls
preparing that chocolate for the troops.
I know it means so much to them... a little
bit of home and comfort. Thank you for
your generous spirit.
Speaking of giving
back... Lady Beth, you continue to astound me
with your abilities not only in the kitchen
but also bringing them out into the
world. I know how much your TLC in the
form of treats and meals means to
everyone. Thanks for being a great,
giving friend to us all.
Laja, for thirteen years we've stood together
and watched this world change. We've
waved good bye when old friends left and put
out the welcome mat when new friends
arrived... thankfully more of the latter than
the former lately. I am so thankful that
you were with me through it all. And I'm
really thankful for the group we have
now. Look at em, Laja!
Violeta, you told me a year and a half ago
that one of the reasons you chose me as your
supervisor was because you found it curious
that I was so wrapped up in the lives of a few
humans... something you said you couldn't
understand. Now I look at you and I see
so much love for our friends here... love that
I know they feel for you, too. And when
we're helping assignments, I see an eagerness
in you to not only be part of their lives but
to make them better. I'm so proud of you
and so is the Father.
All of you have brought something to this
community... to this family... and your
contributions, love, and support are
invaluable. And if that wasn't blessing
enough, we have our friends in the Tunnels and
in L.A. and London and wherever Raquel and
Nico happen to be. I pray they always
know how appreciated they are. When we
started calling their homes the "Sibling
Cities," I'm not sure we realized how true
that would be. They are our family,
too.
"Together." That's our state.
Wherever we go. However many miles there
are between us and even when we're not in the
same world at all, we're together in God's
hands and in His love. There's no better
place to be.
He loves you and I love you. Thanks for
being you.
This
newsletter is dedicated to all the times
hope was found in John's work. Emily
Dickinson wrote:
"Hope is
the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the
tune--without the words,
And never stops at all"
Like hope itself, John's legacy of extending
it to others will never stop.
(Lyrics to "What Are
You Doing the Rest of Your Life?" were
written by Alan Bergman and Marilyn
Bergman.
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