I would be
glad to say something to the effect that I have been a
member for over 2 years and have really enjoyed JABB.
I have found a lot of comfort from JABB through times of my
own illness when I was more home bound and also when we went
through the tragedy of losing John. It was comforting to
share this with other fans of his. Jenni, I am
appreciative of all of the work you have put into JABB and
am so glad you have created this space for John's fans.
Thank you,
Rebecca
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Well... what a ride it's
been! I sometimes wonder, if I could go back to 1998
and tell myself all that was coming, would I have helped
start JABB? I think the most honest answer is
"No..." That would have been an awful lot to expect a
15 year old to agree to. And I know myself at fifteen
would have been crushed to know John would die so
young. So I couldn't have faulted the girl for running
clear in the other direction. However, I'm glad I
didn't know and I'm glad I didn't bail.
For every tough time,
there has been an incredible blessing... or two... or
three. I may have had two co-founders and two
co-presidents
completely disappear on me but I've also made far many more
really great friends whose current locations I actually
know. ;-) There have been the frustrations
brought on by crashed web sites and fried computers.
But I've also learned how to create web pages, how to take
screen shots, and how to do a nifty home eye test. (Go to
old JABB web pages... if you can no longer read them, go to
an Ophthalmologist. ;-) I've cried more than I
thought it was possible to cry. In the span of JABB's
run, I have lost three grandparents, friends, teachers, and
pets. And, together, we mourned John. Sometimes
I still can't wrap my mind around linking those two words:
"mourned" and "John." I think if he were here, he just
might direct me to focus my attention on another word in
that sentence: together. Because whether it was the
good times or the bad times or the so-so times, we've faced
them together. We shared our grief over John together
but we also celebrated his life and his legacy. We
supported each other in our personal times of sorrow and
celebrated our milestones and successes. And who knows
but that our little circle of "together" hasn't now grown by
one? I'd like to think that our love and admiration
can reach Heaven. And if it can... and I believe it
does... then I bet there's some love coming our way,
too. From God, of course, but also from the guy who
brought us all together.
That being said... I will
continue to hope that John does not have access to the
earlier newsletters. He so does not need to know about
the antics of Chiwawa or the secret life of his
hair... ;-)
God bless and love,
Jenni